Things are a little less stressful for me now... I finally looked at the syllabus for this CS class that I'm taking that has projects due every Thursday, and I realized that they're worth 2% of my grade, and I'm getting far too stressed out about them... But over the past two weeks I've lost two friends and then I'm thinking gained them back, which is good. Obviously. Well, bad that I lost them to start...

My WoW account is up sometime early March, I'm not sure if it's for the better or not. I won't be able to pay for it again until spring break (which is shortly after the account is over), which means that for a while I'll be forced to find something else to do when I should be doing homework (or better: actually do it).

I've got a 10 page research paper draft due this coming Thursday, which will definately be a bitch. My topic is something about rap music in the media, which sounds pretty bad to me (since rap music sucks anyway), but I'm thinking I might be able to actually pull out quite a bit of information on it. Hopefully. It needs to have 10 sources as well, 2 of them must come from some non-digital media. The problem is that I pretty much have to do it this weekend, because the rest of the week I'll be busy with other homework. I'm finally thinking I'm getting the groove of my classes, but I still need to get into the sleep groove of the semester. If you could call it that... I sleep through a lot of my classes... Probably shouldn't do that. Even if there is a movie of the lecture up online... But yeah. It's funny because anybody who was interested could essentially take my CS class online with no troubles. For free. And no homework. Yeah... Alright I'm going to bed :P

Adion is currently listening to: T. Raumschmiere - Monstertruckdriver [3:30]

I'm so stressed out now. I'm not sure how much more college I can take like this. Every Sunday through Thursday, I'm doing homework all day after dinner. And it keeps me up until 3 or 4, sometimes later, every day. Then I have class at 10. The entire time I'm stressed out about it too. Right now, I still have seven problems to do for math homework, and I've only finished three in the past 4 hours. This stuff is insane. I understand how to do it, barely, and it's so much more difficult than last semeseter. The same book suddenly changed from being easy to impossible. I don't get it. Neither of my professors are very good teachers anyway, it's not them that's changed. I went to the bookstore today to buy a book, only I got there at about 7 and it turned out they closed the textbook section at 6 for no good reason. I need that book for my first class today, so I have to go there and buy it before I go to class, which means I have to get up earlier. I'm already starting to sleep through classes. I'm not in good shape. Walking back to the room from the bathroom made me wish I could just sit down somewhere, and just vege. Not worrying about homework or anything. I need a day like that. I need that kind of day soon... And those are only on the weekend. The problem is that then I spend all weekend just sitting around, instead of getting a head start on my homework, which leads to another work around of the cycle. And I don't think I'm prepaired to give up my weekends to work.

Alright, thanks for reading my bitching.