I'm so stressed out now. I'm not sure how much more college I can take like this. Every Sunday through Thursday, I'm doing homework all day after dinner. And it keeps me up until 3 or 4, sometimes later, every day. Then I have class at 10. The entire time I'm stressed out about it too. Right now, I still have seven problems to do for math homework, and I've only finished three in the past 4 hours. This stuff is insane. I understand how to do it, barely, and it's so much more difficult than last semeseter. The same book suddenly changed from being easy to impossible. I don't get it. Neither of my professors are very good teachers anyway, it's not them that's changed. I went to the bookstore today to buy a book, only I got there at about 7 and it turned out they closed the textbook section at 6 for no good reason. I need that book for my first class today, so I have to go there and buy it before I go to class, which means I have to get up earlier. I'm already starting to sleep through classes. I'm not in good shape. Walking back to the room from the bathroom made me wish I could just sit down somewhere, and just vege. Not worrying about homework or anything. I need a day like that. I need that kind of day soon... And those are only on the weekend. The problem is that then I spend all weekend just sitting around, instead of getting a head start on my homework, which leads to another work around of the cycle. And I don't think I'm prepaired to give up my weekends to work.

Alright, thanks for reading my bitching.