Well, I had a really good time. I'm dead tired, but it was a lot of fun. We barely played anything but D&D, but the campaign is definately better than it was the last two remakes. I'm practicing using a voice for my character which is something I've never done before. I think it really makes the game a lot more fun. We've got three Drugar (which are dwarves that were banished to the underdark, essentially away from all forms of natural light, until they eventually became a new species) in the party, and they all do their voices like the dwarf in LOTR, like a bunch of Scottish people essentially. So my voice is like a vendor from Knights of the Old Republic... He's in the undercity on Taris, and he tries to get you to bring Rukil's journals to him instead of Rukil so that they colony won't find the safehaven place. I find it funny that even if you do help Rukil (light side points), the planet blows up in another few hours of playing. Suckers.

Well anyways, after getting home today at about two, I sorta zombie-like walked over to the living room and fell on a sofa. Asleep in a few minutes. I didn't even realize I fell asleep till I woke up again a few hours later at about four. And then I decided I was too lazy/tired to get off the sofa, so I went back asleep until dinner.

After dinner I sorta stumbled up here, and now am typing this amidst reading chapter three, which is, as I guessed, very boring. Vector addition... *sigh*

After reading this, I'm supposed to write my personal statement for the college applications, which may or may not get done. Depends. I should, because otherwise dad will be really angry with me, but... I'm tired. Twas worth the sleep loss though, tonight I'll go to bed early or something.

Woah, I was just thinking, its only going to be another like, 6 months and then I'm graduating. Twelve years has come and gone... I remember thinking back in junior high how far away it was until I graduated, and how great it would be to not have to do all this school crap all day long. And now that I'm about to graduate, and go to college, I realize that I'm not done yet, and I've still got a lifetime of learning left to do, along with all the work that comes with it. Its really kind of depressing. Especially since, even though I kinda know what I want to do, from what I understand, the field is dying slowly. I'll either have to get really good at doing what I want to do ahead of graduation (from college) or just get really lucky and hope the field explodes in size. It truthfully depends on who wins this election too. If Bush wins, I know my chances are shot, but if Kerry wins, theres a slim hope... Perhaps the economy bounces back from this whole Iraq thing, after we leave and leave all our business there because we're fucking greedy assholes; and thats thanks to Bush, that the world thinks of us like that. I don't even like Kerry, but anythings better than Bush to me right now. Except for maybe another Hitler. That wouldn't be better. The economy would be good though... Oh well. I've got to get to finish reading this chapter for physics, so...

Adion is currently listening to: In Flames - Touch of Red [4:12]