It occurred to me today that a lot of the people that I think know me the best know me as something I am not. People see me as a joker on the inside with an all too honest outside. At least, I think. I think the real me isn't a joker at all. I know for sure I can't tell any good jokes. The random times when I've tried to think of any I can't. Even when somebody just told me a good one and I tell myself, "I have to remember that...", I can't. So I'm not a joker. I'm much more of a serious person all around. I joke to hide seriousness of situations. Most of the time they're not even jokes, they're like... little kid's and stuff. Usually with smiley faces afterwords.

Anyway. I think enough people think of me like that that they don't tell me stuff that they think I'll just shrug off instead of taking them seriously. I'm sorry for all the times I've done it. I don't mean it. Please, next time, just be like, "Hey! That's important to me!" and I'll back off. Promise.

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