I'm a fucking idiot. I have a 10 minute presentation that I have to do in about 11 and a half hours, a 3 page essay due (same class) and a midterm in about 12 and a half hours. I haven't done anything for the 10 minute presentation, I've written one 3 page essay, but I wrote it with the wrong syllibus in mind, and I think I'm only ready for about half of the midterm. I had a midterm today which I bombed, and having 17 hours of school per week sucks. FUCK.

Adion is currently listening to: his mind melt and his breath quicken

[2:19 AM]Today is probably going to be one of the most stressful days I've had since I had presentations in English first semester of senior year. I don't think I'll ever get rid of this nervousness before a big event. This presentation isn't even supposed to be a big deal, but it feels like it. I'm hoping I can keep my little thing going for at least five minutes. Supposedly, I'm supposed to be able to ask questions, get responses, and in general get the class to talk to me so I have something to do for 10 minutes. The class is split up in two, as well, so it's even LESS stressful. Man. I should be able to do this.. right?

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