Hmm... I'm really good at waiting way too long to do something. I looked today and apparently classes at Moraine start on the 20th. I haven't even registered. My parents were telling me to register about two months ago, and I honestly wasn't even sure if I wanted to then. I still don't know for sure. I want to, but I don't at the same time. In an ideal world, I wouldn't need to, I think. My hope is that maybe I can find a job that I can enjoy or at least not mind, but that also pays me enough that I can move out. I want to live a carefree life, no worries, no stress. I wish life was an easy game.

I guess I haven't posted this here yet, so here goes! I got into better contact with a coworker of mine in the past couple weeks. Her name is Mallory. One day she asked me for my phone number and almost to my surprise I remembered it. We hung out that night at a coffee place called Ashbarys. Again I was surprised when I found myself finding things to talk about for a couple hours. I wasn't sure how to take that night. I liked it. It felt promising, like there might actually be somebody out there who is interested in me as much as I'm interested in her. Jordan tells me that I shouldn't take it as a date, and I nod my head in agreement.

Couple days later we go to a Borders/Barnes & Noble with another coworker and talk for a while, then go to a Baskin Robins for some ice cream. As the night rolls into morning we decide to go to a park. I run into a bench like a fool, and knock the wind out of me for a day or two. (and there's still a scab on my leg!) More recently, I invite her to my house. We play Wii and UpWords (she beats me :/ )and eventually go to my room to sit and talk and listen to music. We go on a couple more dates and I think I have found a person who I can really get attached to. Someone I can be intimate with... Someone who makes me feel good about myself. When I realized what was going on I had a really good feeling inside for so long, and if I think about it I can still feel it.

And now she's off 3 hours south of me, out of reach. ;_;

Adion is currently listening to: Depeche Mode - Stripped (Highland Mix) [6:42]